July 28th, 2008
Jesus of the day: "He's not listening"
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Do you the feeling of being both happy and unhappy about something? I have that feeling now. (Actually, not now, as I write this, because I'm transcribing notes from July 28th, it's October 28th now.)
I'm looking forward to the project to end and I don't want it to end. Looking forward because it frees me from a huge obligation I put upon myself. Unhappy because I have a feeling of incompleteness. As if I had not lived this thing to the full extent. It feels like something is mising, some greater insight.
I wonder if I have taken it seriously enough or too serious. My expectations have been different, to be honest. I had expected something to happen. To me, my environment, anything. Not a religious vision but some final conclusion. Well, give me the last three days ...
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